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Beauty in the Breakdown
it's so amazing here
May the odds be in your fucking favor. 
3rd-May-2011 05:01 pm
Someone needs to give my motivation a kick in the ass. Seirously. All I did was watch movies and sleep all day yesterday. Where did my bountiful amounts of productivity go? I used to be out and about from nine to nine on some nights and now I just futz around like a degenerate. I'm not even cleaning up my filth properly. There are dirty dishes everywhere AND I cant seem to find the internal go-ahead to fix the pile of clothes at the foot of my bed so that I'll actually wear them. WHAT is WRONG with me?

And even as I do this (something to say the least) I'm procrastinating my homework. I have less than ten things to do before summer's here and I can't make myself do them for some obscure reason. Not even when I leave my nest and sit in the quiet area of the library. It's not even like what I'm doing isn't fun. I LIKE what I have to write about and I chose it. My teacher said he wanted a Hunger Games fanfiction with Capitol children and I thought, "Hey, why not." Problem is that I can't seem to make myself do it. I have two pages and I started on Friday. FRIDAY. I usually write entire papers in one night and I can't produce anything of substance in four days? That's bullshit. Straight up bullshit.

If I don't do it now it's going to be crap, and I hate turning in crap.

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