There's this deep, unnatural sadness sitting in my heart that I can't shake Having a job is quite nice, I can actually do things. I'm a bit bitter about having to earn money to have fun, but one has to work within a system to break it. I want a cat. Procrastination is what I'm best at. I really, really, really, really miss the idea of him and I sincerely hope he feels the same but doubt he does. Showers have been absent in my life for the past four days. Something's wrong with my phone. I'm going to email my cute co-worker tomorrow... I'm going to, really. Pretty Odd is probably my favorite album of all time.